Why, I ask myself do "O" do the things he do, why is it so hard to understand where I'm coming from. My ears are burning from the whispers and my feelings are hurting from the lies I guess its time to say bye bye. The stories are growing longer and the people are multiplying a full circle of telephone and it gets back to me no matter what because, whats done in the dark makes it way to the light. I see him begging and pleading for me to listen but my ears are still burning so now my mouth is letting out the fire, I can SEE evil, I can HEAR evil, I can SPEAK evil. But, just when I thought that he was gonna ruin my day and the rest of my life a smile came across my face because I remembered something..............
God has kept me here for a reason.
I survived because HE has a plan for me.
All my bad relationships, the consequences, the hard times,
the sad times, death of my loved ones, the back stabbing
from my friends, the negative thoughts, or the lack of support;
I made it because I am BLESSED!!!!!
I release and let go of all past hurts, misunderstandings and grudges
because I am abundantly blessed. I recognize them as the illusions
they are, and sent from the enemyto kill my spirit, steal my joy, and
destroy my faith; For God is all there is.
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Thanks for thinking out loud. I've always been the first one to get wrapped up in a bad relationship--I'm a sucker for the "bad guys" and a "fast" lifestyle. It was always so easy for me to get caught up in that. I kept thinking I'd rather be with someone than be alone(hate admitting that...it sounds so pathetic) but the truth was I felt even lonlier when I stayed in these relationships. You are so right when all is said and done you only have God! I do think though that God never puts us in a situation that we are not strong enough to handle. You are such an awesome person I love reading your blog!! Thanks for being so real!
Sarah (Grace), I am sorry I havn't checked your BLOG in a while. Your words are powerful and emanate shouts of truth and conviction. Thankyou so much for sharing your heart. God bless you friend, and he will, just cling to Christ when it hurts the most. :-)
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