Why, I ask myself do "O" do the things he do, why is it so hard to understand where I'm coming from. My ears are burning from the whispers and my feelings are hurting from the lies I guess its time to say bye bye. The stories are growing longer and the people are multiplying a full circle of telephone and it gets back to me no matter what because, whats done in the dark makes it way to the light. I see him begging and pleading for me to listen but my ears are still burning so now my mouth is letting out the fire, I can SEE evil, I can HEAR evil, I can SPEAK evil. But, just when I thought that he was gonna ruin my day and the rest of my life a smile came across my face because I remembered something..............
God has kept me here for a reason.
I survived because HE has a plan for me.
All my bad relationships, the consequences, the hard times,
the sad times, death of my loved ones, the back stabbing
from my friends, the negative thoughts, or the lack of support;
I made it because I am BLESSED!!!!!
I release and let go of all past hurts, misunderstandings and grudges
because I am abundantly blessed. I recognize them as the illusions
they are, and sent from the enemyto kill my spirit, steal my joy, and
destroy my faith; For God is all there is.
So yesterday was my little sister B. birthday she woke up happy and smiling, she said " someone need to tell Beyonce that today is the real BDAY"(she's 8)......LOL. So i had decide to surprise her with a trip to the City, picked her up from school and we were on our way all the while she beggin to know where we were going. She just had to wait and see i said, got off the train and as we walked her eyes meet the BIG building on the corner of 5th & 49th St.. B jumped for joy in the middle of the street yelling thank you, thank you its the *AMERICAN GIRL PLACE i was so happy that she was happy she ran inside and instantly wanted 1 of everything to go with the doll she picked out with the outfit for her to match. But, I'm like ok Christmas is around the corner so lets make a deal get the doll, 1 outfit, a stand and a hair kit and you can get the rest for Xmas(she still believes in Santa even tho she starting to ask questions so it might be time to let the cat out the RED bag). PAID IN FULL got the bag and left, she skipped down the block singing "SINGLE LADIES" by Beyonce her day was great and i made that happen took her to Mrs Fields got her a cupcake cookie wit pink frosting and we made our way home. B told mommy about her fun filled day at the AMERICAN GIRL PLACE while plottin when she can go back i said soon cuz i think i want an ADDY WALKER DOLL now.........lol.
